jealous

i'm not jealous. you can do what you want. and i can do too.
and i do. i do to make you jealous.
and you do to make me jealous. i thought. but when i see all these girls. 
i'm jealous. 
but thats not from you. i'm so jealous. but sometimes, i don't know if you do this to make me jealous, you tell me things and i'm jealous.
and last week i told you something. it wasn't true. but i wanted to proof you. why ?
i just wanted to see your reaction. and it was the reaction i had hoped.
you were jealous. you were so queerly. and it was a wonderful feeling to see you jealous.
and every morning now, i lie in bed and would give anything just to lie in your arms. visionary. i love you.